Mother is she who always closes to our heart. If she still alive, kindly make her happy and sacrifice whatever we can to please her.
Ahmad's mother had him when she was only 15 years old. Now, she already passed away peacefully. However, Ahmad still unsatisfied with himself of unable to give everything to or please her when she was still alive.
When alone Ahmad always crying silently when thinking of her. Before she left, she had said that Ahmad's second youngest brother should died first before her because if she died first, he would suffered throughout his life. Yeah, what she said comes true. Ahmad's second youngest brother hardly to be saved now because of the surrounding factors beyond his control.
But Ahmad could not just spend time of thinking him alone, because Ahmad have now six kids to be looked and taken care of. Hope his brother would be blessed by Allah swt forever.
"I love you my brother. However, you have to change yourself. I have tried every means financially and physically to help you, but you always never listen and break my heart," murmurred Ahmad.
"May Allah gives peace upon you. I remember one Malay proverb says, 'dalam setandan kelapa mesti ada sekurang-kurangnya sebiji yang busuk.' But, if can, what we want all members in the family are okey," Ahmad added further.
To the late Tuan Hj Abd Samat, Ex-Imam of Masjid Parit Perak, may Allah swt put him in the heaven among the Sollehins. Ahmad considered Pak Samat as his father, who had helped a lot to Ahmad's family and himself during his childhood.
"Yeah 'airmataku selalu mengalir' when think all these," Ahmad said.
Ahmad's mother had him when she was only 15 years old. Now, she already passed away peacefully. However, Ahmad still unsatisfied with himself of unable to give everything to or please her when she was still alive.
When alone Ahmad always crying silently when thinking of her. Before she left, she had said that Ahmad's second youngest brother should died first before her because if she died first, he would suffered throughout his life. Yeah, what she said comes true. Ahmad's second youngest brother hardly to be saved now because of the surrounding factors beyond his control.
But Ahmad could not just spend time of thinking him alone, because Ahmad have now six kids to be looked and taken care of. Hope his brother would be blessed by Allah swt forever.
"I love you my brother. However, you have to change yourself. I have tried every means financially and physically to help you, but you always never listen and break my heart," murmurred Ahmad.
"May Allah gives peace upon you. I remember one Malay proverb says, 'dalam setandan kelapa mesti ada sekurang-kurangnya sebiji yang busuk.' But, if can, what we want all members in the family are okey," Ahmad added further.
To the late Tuan Hj Abd Samat, Ex-Imam of Masjid Parit Perak, may Allah swt put him in the heaven among the Sollehins. Ahmad considered Pak Samat as his father, who had helped a lot to Ahmad's family and himself during his childhood.
"Yeah 'airmataku selalu mengalir' when think all these," Ahmad said.
Ahmad, however, we have to look and move far forward confidently for development and progress of ourself, and blesses by Allah swt always.
Amin.
Amin.
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